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 Today I met Amelia,

she talked about being blond, having hazel eyes,what kind of car she would drive if she had a license.

she told me she wished her voice sounded deeper, more masculine. she said it would give her more confidence. I think she meant power. she conflated the false self with autism. she asked if I was having a stroke. and she told me I should see a doctor. The word should no longer sit well with me. She told me that in order to effectively communicate, one must use proper grammar and punctuation. she told me she uses the dictionary to look up words she doesn't know. she told me she reads a lot, like a book on the word, 'literally' I think she's trying to learn context.